Changes

I know I have mentioned earlier that there were some changes taking place in our lives. I am ready to share these changes with you. A couple of weeks ago Phillip and I were asked to meet with the Bishop of our church. I really didn't know why they needed to see us. But I didn't think much of it. We went to meet with the Bishop and to my surprise he asked me if I would accept a new calling. He told me they had been working on these changes for about six months and that they knew I was to be serving the children as the primary president. I was in shock. I was nervous. I felt unqualified. How could I possibly do this? But I could never say no to the Lord. I replied with a yes and a few tears. The Lord was trusting me with his precious children. This to me is a huge responsibility.
I was sustained and set apart yesterday. I felt a little funny. When they called my name to stand during Sacrament meeting, I felt like a little kid. I bore my testimony and told the congregation that it was okay if they were nervous for their kids, because I was nervous too. They laughed. I promised them and the Lord to stay close and keep myself worthy of the Spirit so I may be guided in every step I take. I love the children and I am happy to be given this opportunity to serve them. I know I will grow spiritually. I know my family and I will be blessed if I serve the Lord to the best of my abilities. My first Sunday as a president went well, we have really good children. Sometimes a handful of them can be wild but for the most part they are good.

This other change was hard. It was a hard decision. I was sad with this decision, but I know this is how it needs to be. I prayed a lot about this. I received my answer and I need to follow through. I am taking a break from school. I need to be a good mother and a good wife. My children need me. Phillip will be going back to school to get his MRI license. I will return to school later. This was a hard decision because for the first time I was able to get into one of the Chemistry classes I need. I know I will not regret this. I will be able to do more with the kiddos. I am excited for dance lessons, sports, maybe music lessons for me. This will be a good change.